About

 

I go by Quay Denise.

 this is my attempt to to document my every day struggle to be myself, trust myself, and learn to love myself. In an attempt to plant some seeds for self-perservation, it is also my mission to aspire to inspire souls that are much like me or nothing like me at all but can feel my pain/passion and relate to the path I’m on.

i’m dealing with some childhood traumas that directly influence my relationship with the people I love, have loved and most importantly the relationship I HAVE with myself. ALL THE WHILE, battling generational curses that could ruin me if I don’t learn to at least try and destroy them before they destroy me.

this is my attempt to snatch off the band-aids that cover the deepest emotional scar tissues of my soul, in hopes of finally beginning my healing process so I can feel free again.

self-destructive behavior, self-sabotaging thoughts and disastrous emotional imbalances continuously kill parts of me but THROUGH god, faith and the blessings that surround me, I pull myself together to tell my story and water this plant.

I want to grow. I want to be better. You grow. We all grow. We’re made to grow. You either evolve or you disappear.
— Tupac Shakur