Bye MGM?

Satisfaction hits way different when you remove your deepest and darkest distractions from your daily programming, because let’s just be honest, it’s an easy battle to know so, but it’s a different hell to actually do so. I’m an avid scroller and like sheep I can easily find myself readily following others vs. following what GOD has called me to do. So now, I’m in a new space since receiving salvation right before the new calendar year. I’m kind of in the process of getting in my bag.  It’s still very early in the game but yesterday I believe I spent my last day working at MGM. God don’t want me in there anymore and I don’t know nor like who I’ve become being there. When I got home from work Saturday night, I recalled all the moments that don’t coexist with the makings of me right now and I was lowkey mortified. It was givinggggggg fake… people pleasing… tease… the parts of me that I’ve created to please man and where I’m at spiritually and mentally, I care less and less about serving drinks when I could be serving dreams into reality. Bar! But fr… people always say you can lose yourself in a relationship but they don’t discuss how easily it is to lose yourself in a job. I’ve been graciously employed at MGM for almost six years and I can say I’ve aged in wisdom but I’ve also stayed the same in more ways than none, and for that reason I believe it’s a part of me that no longer serves who I’m becoming. I only have 30 days of LOA but I believe with all my heart that GOD can do so much in such a short amount of time. Especially when you relinquish all control over your body and let the Holy Spirit lead the way.